Dear diary,

Today I failed to get my drivers licence.
So I went to the circus.
It was epic.
Made my day.

Sincerely, me.

Welcome Home

Have yourself a merry little christmas

I wish you all a very merry christmas. I hope you are not alone.
Have fun, be safe and enjoy your meal! Liefde!

A "random" night out with me!

I go out. Sometimes. Here are some random photos of me:

How is it possible, a girl like me, who doesn’t drink that much, if not at all, CANNOT get a normal picture with a nice smile? I call it a gift. It is like being psychic. You just have it. You cannot choose whether you want it or not. You have it, and you have to live with it. It is your mission to be like this on pictures. YOU HAVE NO CHOICE!

I think I’m doing a pretty decent job!

Merry Christmas

Dear Santa,

If that piano could be mine, I'd be very pleased! Thank you very much!

The Part

I’ve gotta tell you in my loudest tones
I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you
The truth is, that I miss you

- Coldplay, Warning Sign.

The only part I hate in life is the missing part. The part that makes your heart ache. That part that gets you everytime something beautiful, memorable, amazing or splendid happens. Whether you want it or not, it will always be there, sneaking up behind your back. Most of the times it stays in the background, but sometimes, when you least expect it, it shows up at your door. It wants to get into your precious little heart and make it hurt for a little while. The part you try to forget, but will always be a piece of you because it is the right thing to be. That part.

But it is a part of life. Of respect. It is a sign you are alive. With real feelings.

It is good that the part is there, right there, in your precious little heart to do some damage and make you feel alive. Live your life to the fullest.